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hiya, im ame. my profile and instance are a WIP right now. sorry about that!
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1wi am glad i have folks who want to rally around and support me where they can but also man i'm tired
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1wdamn it turns out the 70th person to tell me this situation was unfair to me doesn't make things magically be better
don't get me wrong i am living off the validation but validation doesn't instantly turn things around (which is what I want please thanks)
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1wkind of an aside but i wish i could read the Instagram post description without an account.
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3woogh so schleeby
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3wi've veen putting my hands in my armpits to warm them up. a tip i learned from someone with reynauds
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3wthe nurse here said my hands were cold and offered me an extra blanket. not really sure anyone here understand the concept of hands but my body being warm in a cold room doesn't mean my limbs will be warm?
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3wsatire of how people react to "exotic" culture on the internet
@AmyIsCoolz this is exactly how Americans joke about our own American culture 😭😭😭
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1momental health very negative
i told someone something i probably shouldn't have (interpersonal stuff that was eating t me) and i am so ashamed i couldn't keep it to myself and chose to act on it
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1momental health very negative
im going through a lot right now
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1momental health very negative
i mean i dont. feel ashamed of the intake. i feel ashamed of myself
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1momental health very negative
actually starting to lsoe control
i have a remote urgent intake appointment on fridys brcause i cant make it to the clinic in person
i feel so ashamed
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1momental health (negative)
two crisis helplines and they were completely unhelpful. not that far away from just using that one Eliza virtual therapist from 1970 or whatever
but i get that it works for a lot of ppl.
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1momh- no details just short update
feeling the worst i have been in a while. i don't know what to do with myself or how to help myself.
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1moHATE it when PEOPLE say "pun not intended"
INTEND IT, coward!!!!!!!!
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1momy phone fell off a nightstand and the back of it (that was already loose btw) bounced somewhere i can't find????? now my phone just has an exposed battery and i don't wanna go to the gym with it like this. i feel so confused lol
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1mounsure if i want to pick up japanese back up or start learning toki pona. i can only deal with one at time for now
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1mohealth (inconclusive)
@foxglove dang that's kinda annoying. gl!
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1moi wanna pick up a baked potato with my hands and just bite into it
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1mooh yeah, and the night before I finished reading all of the yokohama kaidashi kikou manga. it was a fun read! my headspace is a little odd right now so i don't think i was able to fully receive the iyashi vibes it's supposed to give offbut yeah still by all means a great read.
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1mofinished reading Parasite Eve, the novel that inspired the PS1 game. uhh. hmm. not for me but i don't regret giving it a go. i think.